Thursday, May 22, 2008

回家~~

yes!!太好了~~
这个星期六就可以离开这个鬼地方了!!
好开心哦~~好久没回家看看了~~
这次会回去一个星期~~~哈哈~
希望可以在家呆久点~~

-The End-

Monday, May 19, 2008

情非得已


难以忘记初次见你
一双迷人的眼睛
在我脑海里
你的身影
挥散不去
握你的双手感觉你的温柔
真的有点透不过气
你的天真我想珍惜
看到你受委屈我会伤心
只怕我自己会爱上你
不敢让自己靠的太近
怕我没什么能够给你
爱你也需要很大的勇气
只怕我自己会爱上你
也许有天会情不自禁
想念只让自己苦了自己
"爱上你是我情非得已
难以忘记初次见你
一双迷人的眼睛
在我脑海里
你的身影
挥散不去
握你的双手感觉你的温柔
真的有点透不过气
你的天真我想珍惜
看到你受委屈我会伤心
只怕我自己会爱上你
不敢让自己靠的太近
怕我没什么能够给你
爱你也需要很大的勇气
只怕我自己会爱上你
也许有天会情不自禁
想念只让自己苦了自己
"爱上你是我情非得已
什么原因
我竟然又会遇见你
我真的真的不愿意
就这样陷入爱的陷阱
只怕我自己会爱上你
不敢让自己靠的太近
怕我没什么能够给你
爱你也需要很大的勇气
只怕我自己会爱上你
也许有天会情不自禁
想念只让自己苦了自己
"爱上你是我情非得已
"爱上你是我情非得已

Saturday, May 17, 2008

有感而发

俩个人的关系如果变差了
那会是谁的错呢?
是谁处理得不好呢??
这样的结局是注定的。。
我只知道是冷静的时候了。。
只知道是退出的时候了。。
是让你回到你的世界的时候了。。

你觉得我烦了吧~
会试着不再烦你了~
回去你的世界吧~
好无奈啊~

开不了口

我的心
藏着~
好多好多的事情
好多好多的问题
好多好多的声音
好多好多的言语
想要对你说




始终开不了口
始终说不出口
始终保持沉默
一直左右为难


怕为难了你
怕你嫌我烦
怕自作多情
怕被你看透
怕被你厌恶



只好
让自己承受一切
把寂寞留给自己

我们。。。还是朋友吧?
他。。。。很爱你吧?
你。。。。会幸福吧?


嘿嘿。。参考别人,然后改编的。。

"就是开不了口让她知道,就是那么简单一句我办不到“

Thursday, May 15, 2008

有个白痴在说些有的没的

15/5/08 (星期四,11.00 am, 阴)

今天是 short sem 的的一天,总算开课了~~ 早上七点就醒了。2个月的short sem,感觉特别漫长~~好显啊~~ 也好想家。。人在班上,心却到处乱逛。上网偷瞄别人的部落格,突然手痒。。嘿嘿。。唉~~也想到你。。不知道醒了没有?在做什么呢? 朋友说我的部落格要写些感情的东东才会有人看哦~~哈哈~ 我觉得独自一个人在部落格写些有的没的好像白痴哦~但是。。。还是写了~ ’不知道你是怎样看我的‘,这个问题一直在我心里好久好久,今天我总算想通了。那就是:普通朋友罢了吧~哎~你知道吗?我。。。
唉~~不懂自己想说什么~也不懂自己要什么~ 第一次~~我还是第一次默默为一个人付出而不要求她回报,可能是我对自己没信心吧,也可能是不想为难你。有人告诉我不要太贪心,成了好朋友就想进一步发展。哈哈~这样下去我们只能成为永远的朋友吧!我也应该会后悔一辈子吧~哈哈。可能怕了~所以选择放在心里就好。我想你也大概知道我的心意吧,只是一直没说出口,怕影响了我们的感情吧~~哈哈!是不是我又想太多了~ 不管怎样,不管给你幸福的那个人是不是我,我只要你开心,幸福 ^^ (有人说这就是爱一个人的最高境界,我觉得这是傻瓜的境界才对吧!)我是曾经想象过我们如果在一起之后会如何如何的幸福等等。。 但是,算了吧~不想为难你~ 我好傻哦~ 像你这么好的女孩子应该要幸福才对。哈哈~ 对你有点相见恨晚的感觉,还是第一次对一个人有这种感觉~~ 可能我们是注定有缘无份吧 ,月老也太不够意思了。害我害得好惨~
嗯~~先写到这吧,虽然还有好多好多东东要跟你说。

Sunday, May 11, 2008

Happy Mother's Day



M-O-T-H-E-R 

"M" is for the million things she gave me,
"O" means only that she's growing old,
"T" is for the tears she shed to save me,
"H" is for her heart of purest gold;
"E" is for her eyes, with love-light shining,
"R" means right, and right she'll always be,

Put them all together, they spell "MOTHER",
A word that means the world to me.


--Howard Johnson (c. 1915)




A mother is the truest friend we have, when trials, heavy and sudden, fall upon us; when adversity takes the place of prosperity; when friends who rejoice with us in our sunshine, desert us when troubles thicken around us, still will she cling to us, and endeavor by her kind precepts and counsels to dissipate the clouds of darkness, and cause peace to return to our hearts.
-- Washington Irving (1783-1859)




TO MY MOTHER

Because I feel that in the heavens above
The angels, whispering one to another,
Can find among their burning terms of love,
None so devotional as that of "Mother,"
Therefore by that dear name I have long called you,
You who are more than mother unto me,
And filled my heart of hearts, where death installed you,
In setting my Virginia's spirit free.
My mother -- my own mother, who died early,
Was but the mother of myself; but you
Are the mother to the one I loved so dearly,
And thus are dearer than the mother I knew
But that infinity with which my wife
Was dearer to my soul that its soul-life.

--Edgar Allan Poe (1809-1849)




Reflections of a Mother

I gave you life, but cannot live it for you.
I can teach you things, but I cannot make you learn.
I can give you directions, but I cannot be there to lead you.
I can allow you freedom, but I cannot account for it.
I can take you to church, but I cannot make you believe.
I can teach you right from wrong, but I cannot always decide for you.
I can buy you beautiful clothes, but I cannot make you beautiful inside.
I can offer you advice, but I cannot accept it for you.
I can give you love, but I cannot force it upon you.
I can teach you to share, but I cannot make you unselfish.
I can teach you respect, but I cannot force you to show honor.
I can advise you about friends, but cannot choose them for you.
I can advise you about sex, but I cannot keep you pure.
I can tell you the facts of life, but I can't build your reputation.
I can tell you about drink, but I can't say "no" for you.
I can warn you about drugs but I can't prevent you from using them.
I can tell you about lofty goals, but I can't achieve them for you.
I can teach you about kindness, but I can't force you to be gracious
I can warn you about sins, but I cannot make you moral
I can love you as a child, but I cannot place you in God's family.
I can pray for you, but I cannot make you walk with God.
I can teach you about Jesus, but I cannot make Jesus your Lord.
I can tell you how to live, but I cannot give you eternal life.
I can love you with unconditional love all of my life... and I will!!!


(Author Unknown)




MOTHER'S LOVE GOES DEEP

"You don't love me!"
How many times have your kids laid that one on you?
And how many times have you, as a parent, resisted the urge to tell them how much?
Someday, when my children are old enough to understand the logic that motivates a mother, I'll tell them.
I loved you enough to insist you buy a bike with your own money that we could afford and you couldn't.
I loved you enough to be silent and let you discover your handpicked friend was a creep.
I loved you enough to make you return a Milky Way with a bite out of it to a drugstore and say I stole this.
I loved you enough to stand over you for two hours while you cleaned your bedroom, a job that would have taken me fifteen minuets.
I loved you enough to say, "Yes you may go to Disney World on Mother's Day."
I loved you enough to let you see anger, disappointment, disgust and tears in my eyes.
I loved you enough not to make excuses for your lack of respect or you bad manners.
I loved you enough to admit that I was wrong and ask your forgiveness.
I loved you enough to ignore "what every other mother" did or said.
I loved you enough to let you stumble, fall, hurt and fail.
I loved you enough to let you assume the responsibility for your own actions, at 6, 10,16.
I loved you enough to figure you would lie about the party being chaperoned but forgave you for it. after discovering I was right.
I loved you enough to shove you off my lap, let go of your hand, be mute to your pleas and insensitive to your demands..so that you had to stand alone.
I loved you enough to accept you for what you are, not what I wanted you to be.
But most of all, I loved you enough to say no when you hated me for it.

THAT WAS THE HARDEST PART OF ALL.


(Author Unknown)




MOTHERHOOD

The bravest battle that ever was fought!
Shall I tell you where and when?
On the maps of the world you will find it not;
'Twas fought by the mothers of men.

Nay not with the cannon of battle-shot,
With a sword or noble pen;
Nay, not with eloquent words or thought
From mouth of wonderful men!

But deep in a walled-up woman's heart --
Of a woman that would not yield,
But bravely, silently bore her part --
Lo, there is the battlefield!

No marshalling troops, no bivouac song,
No banner to gleam and wave;
But oh! those battles, they last so long --
From babyhood to the grave.

Yet, faithful still as a bridge of stars,
She fights in her walled-up town --
Fights on and on in her endless wars
Then silent, unseen, goes down.

Oh, ye with banners and battle-shot,
And soldiers to shout and paise!
I tell you the kingliest victories fought
Were fought in those silent ways.

O spotless woman in a world of shame,
With splendid and silent scorn,
Go back to God as white as you came --
The Kingliest warrior born!

-- Joaquin Miller (1839-1913)



Last but not least, My words:

妈,母亲节快乐。这次是我第二次没跟您一起过母亲节了。希望您一直都青春美丽,母亲节的信息收到了吧。不懂您的反应是什么。。不要担心我们四兄弟了。我们都长大了。。 祝全世界的母亲和女性朋友们--母亲节快乐(母亲节应该是全世界女性的节日,不是吗?) Happy Mother's Day! Guys, say Happy Mother's Day to your beloved mum if you not yet do so. Don't be shy~ ^^

Saturday, May 10, 2008

走过必留下痕迹

Xiao He 的故事和生活点滴要在今天开始咯。敬请大家期待。。

爱上部落格是因为受到朋友的影响(也为
了赶上潮流,嘿嘿~),而且我平时就很多东西讲的。哈哈~那些平时看到我在 skype 或 MSN 那里写了一大堆无聊又深奥的道理有觉得我很烦的朋友,你们有福了因为从今以后我以后会尽量多在这里写,避免造成你们眼睛的伤害~哈哈~今天先写到这里咯~~有空记得多来给点意见~


我还是第一次写部落格,得罪的地方请多多原谅~~ (好像很严肃哦。哈哈~以后会尽量写些轻松的的东西)

p/s: sorry guys, I gonna write in Mandarin. If you guys
are so interested with my sharing here, please translate it by yourself) Hehe…


10/May/2008